There was this little voice that said, follow me … if you follow me, I will show you the way… what that voice had to say made no sense to my linear mind, but I followed it anyways and I’m so glad I did.

 

That little voice saved me … it was the voice of my inner truth, the fountain of my wisdom, my intuition, my knowing … I’m still following that voice and will never stop following.
It is the voice that is healing me and helping me to do my part in healing the world.
It is the voice that changes everything.

 

Less than 5 years ago, I hit rock bottom, my life felt out of alignment and I felt hopeless and alone … it marked the start of my journey of rebirth … some of you have been on this journey with me since fall of 2011 and others joined in later.  Thank you for reading and being a part of this community.

 

I was doing legal consulting that made great money, but felt meaningless, I had a yearning to travel, but didn’t go anywhere much and I didn’t feel connected to my hubby anymore.

 

Honestly, I didn’t really even know if I wanted to stay here on this planet … all that kept me here was my son and my loved ones and what it would do to them i left.

 

Fast forward to now and things aren’t perfect, but they are so much better … keep reading and I’ll share more.

 

As you may have noticed, I’ve been super quiet lately … the winter fallow energy, the Queen of Death energy is running through my system, clearing the way for new energies to emerge. I’m returning some old patterns into the soil as compost to feed the new.

 

I kept wanting to write to you and fill you in on what is going on, but I didn’t do so because it felt forced. It wasn’t time yet.
 
Felt sooooo good not to force, not to push, not to just write because “I should.”  That’s all a vestige of my past self that I’m letting go as compost for another rebirth.

 

I have had lots of travel going on this year and lots of change … interweaving in a beautiful spiral of sorts.
  • A new and deeper message emerging and forming for my work … I’ll still be doing marrying the practical and the passionate and integrating some business coaching, but with a deeper foundation of your truth …. stay tuned
  • My own hut in Mexico, lots of bodywork on the beach, making love to the universe through my D*Votional dancing and so much more
  • R&R and more D*Votional dancing, journey dancing at Kripalu
  • A potential move to Orange County that has now turned into a definite – Orange County, here we come in August!
I just returned from a wonderful spring break in Puerto Rico with hubby and son. Feeling so nourished by the warmth, the pool, the ocean, the reading, the wonderful quality fun time with my boys.

 

My awesome hubby paid extra to get me a suite with an ocean-view balcony – I spent hours out there, creating, reading, meditating and simply drinking in and listening to the ocean waves.

 

Another dream come true!

 

All this travel and adventure for a girl who, just 5 years ago, felt like she didn’t get to go much of anywhere.

 

Spent 2 days at home seeing my awesome clients and doing some more prep for our upcoming move from NJ to Orange County, CA … I am integrating the idea that we are moving to CA after I have lived in NJ for 17 years … I just got quiet.

 

It’s bittersweet … I love CA and have been longing to move back there … there are also so many things I have come to love and appreciate about NJ.
 
It’s funny how you can dream about something, long for it, D*Sire it deeply, and when you get it, experience mixed emotions. 

 

I’ve been manifesting this move for years and can’t quite believe it’s actually happening.

 

I’m writing to you from a plane to SF – a client is flying me in for meetings. I get to serve rock star clients and have dinner with several amazing entrepreneurial friends while there.  Woohoo!

 

Then, I’m off to mastermind for the weekend in Sebastopol with amazing world changing sisters. Woo hoo!

 

I used to feel soooooo alone, even though I had lots of friends … I feel so fortunate to be enjoying the tribe and sisterhood I have manifested and co-created. 

 

After that, another total dream come true … I get to do a 2-day VIP Intensive in SF with my speaking coach, Kc Baker,  to work my talk that is the start of launching my new work focused on finding, following and living your truth and how that’s so important to your healing and the healing of the world.

 

I did a lot of public speaking when I was young and I can feel myself getting ready to take the stage again with the most powerful message I have ever delivered.

 

Feeling super grateful for how following my truth has shifted my life in so many amazing ways …

 

I now have work that I love and that gives me freedom to travel and learn, I have so much tribe and sisterhood, my marriage keeps getting better and I’m feeling happier and happier … just 5 years ago, I was miserable and didn’t think any of this was really possible …

 

There was this little voice that said, follow me … if you follow me, I will show you the way… what that voice had to say made no sense to my linear mind, but I followed it anyways and I’m so glad I did.

 

That little voice saved me … it was the voice of my inner truth, the fountain of my wisdom, my intuition, my knowing … I’m still following that voice and will never stop following.
 
It is the voice that is healing me and helping me to do my part in healing the world.

 

It is the voice that changes everything.

 

P.S. email kavita@epicdreamacademy.com and share any thoughts you wish to share.  I always LOVE to hear from you.